Life isn’t viewed through our own two eyes anymore. We now let a smartphone be the first witness of things happening around us. We learn about other people’s lives, not by talking to, or observing them from a sun-drenched patio with a cool drink in front of us. Instead, we check out our friends’ Facebook pages and read their blogs. Direct communication seems a thing of the past. Continue reading
Shortly after my diagnosis, my then-boyfriend uttered those very words. He must have seen me look at myself in a critical manner one too many times since returning home from a two-week stint in hospital, wondering if ‘MS’ really was written on my face.
Even though I don’t usually give in to superficial words like this, and don’t necessarily follow fashion to a T, hearing his words did wonders for my mind. The relationship didn’t stand the test of time, but sometimes I still say those lines to myself. Nine years ago, his words became a quick-fix mantra to pick myself up when I needed a boost. Continue reading
“Change is good,” so they say.
I totally agree, in fact, I welcome change with open arms.
Afraid of new challenges? No, not me. Because change is good.
Not residing anywhere else but here, inside me. Nine years and counting. Probably a lot longer if you really want to play dirty.
Why did you choose me when there were so many other people you could have picked? You were probably out for vengeance for working too hard and resting too little. You probably thought it would be fun seeing me cry at the bottom of the staircase when I was so tired I couldn’t climb it anymore. Did you know, did you truly believe it was slapstick-funny? Continue reading
I don’t want much this year. I don’t want my body to hurt anymore when I get hugged. To have no facial pains so I can smile again. No more neuropathic pain, no more trigeminal neuralgia, no more severe fatigue so I can return to work. I want to feel pretty for a day. I want to have enough energy and patience to see the magic of this holiday through my family’s eyes.
Billie Continue reading